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Sorry for being gone for so long. I have been in a horrible situation where there is a sexual predator roaming the apartment complex. He has attacked 2 girls (including me) unsuccessfully; I won’t go into much detail as it should remain confidential. Sadly, this affected/worsen my PTSD and now I can’t even stand being with my partner without freaking out. I have went to the police and reported it. They are still trying to identify him as I hide in my closet each day. I’m just so ashamed of myself that it feels like it’s ALWAYS me and hard to confide/accept it’s not my fault.
This was one of my favourite things to do in life - as in to smoke. Worked better than meds (biased.)
Sexual Feelings ..
I sometimes sexually exploit myself. It’s one of the ways I cope with self harm. Otherwise, it’s just hot.